The last two months have really taken their toll on me, sadly. I looked myself in the mirror last evening and I hardly recognised myself... Those dark circles weren't there before.
To have a business of your own - I knew it would be hard work - but... My six months are up and it's still not self-supportive. I've been scrambling all I can to save it, but without a big costumer - or many small - my little webshop will be doomed until such a day comes when I have a job.
Which can take years from the dark look on things.
I know that I'm always trying to be cheerful, think positive and shower you all with the pretty things in life. I still do. But I cannot hide from the fact that I am exhausted - both physically and mentally - from the stress of trying to raise the money I need to keep going and pay my bills.
I fear a breakdown is on the horizon if I can't find customers soon. So I plead to you now - if you know of any shop, store, webshop, anyone that you think might want to stock my things and sell them - please - tell me how to contact them or contact them for me.
I cannot go on like this. It's either find customers, or Strawberry Tea Party is no more. I will be seriously ill if my stress levels don't go down at this very moment.
I can feel it. Every day. Today I had to drag myself out of the bed and drink lots of sweet tea to even function, and it can't go on.
So, please.
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